Being far away from family tends to take a toll on me. I have been trying to relocate closer to my family, and since I am picky with whom I want to work for, that has not been a success venture.
At the moment I believe I have decided to settle in Cape Town (for the time being). I am looking forward to my partner telling me that things are looking great but now I am glad that my baby sister is staying with me.
Sharing a flat with one of my most adored siblings I enjoy the company, the reminiscing and most importantly to have someone to listen to without being judged vice versa.
I am glad I convinced her to come stay with me at least I have someone closer. After my big sister left Cape Town I kinda felt alone. That feeling is gone. All I ought to do is enjoy these good moments. . .
Wednesday, 3 February 2010
Thursday, 14 January 2010
Wake Up before it is too Late. . .
Sometimes I tend to step back and look at the way people are live their lifes.
Sometimes, OK, most of the time I enjoy stepping back and looking at the way I live my life and I am glad to say that the majority of my life journey is dedicated to me being me and not caring what others think.
When I look at some other people I tend to notice that most of them live a lie. They are out to impress. I do that sometimes, but I do not enjoy myself. So, whenever I am in a company of people and I do not enjoy myself I am aware that I am not myself and at that moment, those people around aren't making me part of the their clan.
Is it human nature that we tend to live a lie in order to impress the other human being and in the process deprive ourselves of living our lifes? I mean life is too short to dwell on living someone else's life or being hidden under their shadow.
Sometimes, OK, most of the time I enjoy stepping back and looking at the way I live my life and I am glad to say that the majority of my life journey is dedicated to me being me and not caring what others think.
When I look at some other people I tend to notice that most of them live a lie. They are out to impress. I do that sometimes, but I do not enjoy myself. So, whenever I am in a company of people and I do not enjoy myself I am aware that I am not myself and at that moment, those people around aren't making me part of the their clan.
Is it human nature that we tend to live a lie in order to impress the other human being and in the process deprive ourselves of living our lifes? I mean life is too short to dwell on living someone else's life or being hidden under their shadow.
Thursday, 7 January 2010
Poison
You’re bad for me I clearly get it
I don’t see how something good could come from loving you
The death of me must be your mission
Cause with every hug and kiss you’re snatching every bit of strength
That I’m gon need to fight off the inevitable
And it’s a heart breaking situation I’m up in, but I can’t control
You’re just like poison
Slowly moving through my system
Breaking all of my defenses with time
You’re just like poison and I just don’t get it
How can something so deadly feel so right?
I’m not sure of what to do it’s a catch 22
cause the cure is found in you I don’t want it but I do
You’re just like poison
My affliction, I’m addicted, I can't lie
Kiss me one more time before I die
I don’t see how something good could come from loving you
The death of me must be your mission
Cause with every hug and kiss you’re snatching every bit of strength
That I’m gon need to fight off the inevitable
And it’s a heart breaking situation I’m up in, but I can’t control
You’re just like poison
Slowly moving through my system
Breaking all of my defenses with time
You’re just like poison and I just don’t get it
How can something so deadly feel so right?
I’m not sure of what to do it’s a catch 22
cause the cure is found in you I don’t want it but I do
You’re just like poison
My affliction, I’m addicted, I can't lie
Kiss me one more time before I die
Sunday, 27 December 2009
What a difference a Year makes. . .
What a year, what a year, what a mighty good year.
This year will be remembered by all for years to come. We've been exposed to financial recession (credit crunch), the ANC split (Old ANC = New ANC + COPE)being confirmed, Swine Flu attacks, The general elections, Julius Malema's rants, The 2010 World Cup Match draw. The list is endless. All incorporates the good and the bad.
Personally, this year has been a roller coaster for me in some weird way, but the good outweighed the bad. Thank you Lord for that.
When I look back now, all I see is that I have concurred a peak that was prohibiting me to see the other side of the mountain. Work wise, it has been a challenge as always. I managed to learn a few tricks but not as much as I wanted. I have been exposed to a couple of good team members, gained a couple of good friends who instilled a certain amount of wisdom in me, and I came out of my shell (Not going back in there ever). I work hand in hand with my supervisor and it gives me a great pleasure to know I can talk to him about anything, personal to professional. He is currently my mentor.
On the other hand, life has been good. I thank God for looking after my family, even though I lost a couple of family relatives and friends. May their soul rest in peace. My sister got married and my baby sister finished her studies at Vuselela College , and a list of my nephews increased by 1.
Relationship wise, I concur I have been lucky to have a partner in my life. . . Life is Good in that department.
Possibilities, I guess that will depend on how I step into the year 2010. Everyone is talking about Soccer, the good life, the country's GDP growth, Investment growth etc. All I know is that what I am feeling re the 2010 is yet to be believed. I have 365 days to make it happen. I am excited, I hope God helps me to complete these three big projects I have in mind.
My activities this year includes going to the gym and I am proud of myself because I have shed a large percentage of body fat. I have developed an interest in running. Recently, I ran an 8.5 KM race under 40 min.
On the 29th of Jan 2010 I will be running a 10.5 KM race in Camps Bay, and after that I will be practicing for Two Ocean Marathon Half Race which is a 21.1 KM run. I am planning to reach the finish line under 2 hours from the starting line.
I will be writing my 2010 progress as time goes by.
Most importantly, this year I have learned to love myself more, land on the ground swiftly and be myself.
What a year this has been . . . Life Goes On.
This year will be remembered by all for years to come. We've been exposed to financial recession (credit crunch), the ANC split (Old ANC = New ANC + COPE)being confirmed, Swine Flu attacks, The general elections, Julius Malema's rants, The 2010 World Cup Match draw. The list is endless. All incorporates the good and the bad.
Personally, this year has been a roller coaster for me in some weird way, but the good outweighed the bad. Thank you Lord for that.
When I look back now, all I see is that I have concurred a peak that was prohibiting me to see the other side of the mountain. Work wise, it has been a challenge as always. I managed to learn a few tricks but not as much as I wanted. I have been exposed to a couple of good team members, gained a couple of good friends who instilled a certain amount of wisdom in me, and I came out of my shell (Not going back in there ever). I work hand in hand with my supervisor and it gives me a great pleasure to know I can talk to him about anything, personal to professional. He is currently my mentor.
On the other hand, life has been good. I thank God for looking after my family, even though I lost a couple of family relatives and friends. May their soul rest in peace. My sister got married and my baby sister finished her studies at Vuselela College , and a list of my nephews increased by 1.
Relationship wise, I concur I have been lucky to have a partner in my life. . . Life is Good in that department.
Possibilities, I guess that will depend on how I step into the year 2010. Everyone is talking about Soccer, the good life, the country's GDP growth, Investment growth etc. All I know is that what I am feeling re the 2010 is yet to be believed. I have 365 days to make it happen. I am excited, I hope God helps me to complete these three big projects I have in mind.
My activities this year includes going to the gym and I am proud of myself because I have shed a large percentage of body fat. I have developed an interest in running. Recently, I ran an 8.5 KM race under 40 min.
On the 29th of Jan 2010 I will be running a 10.5 KM race in Camps Bay, and after that I will be practicing for Two Ocean Marathon Half Race which is a 21.1 KM run. I am planning to reach the finish line under 2 hours from the starting line.
I will be writing my 2010 progress as time goes by.
Most importantly, this year I have learned to love myself more, land on the ground swiftly and be myself.
What a year this has been . . . Life Goes On.
Sunday, 20 December 2009
This is me now. . .
I am taking it easy as I promised myself. I am capturing or let me say reminiscing about the life I have led to date. And let me tell you, the residuums are showing a tumultuous, compassion and fortitude life led smoothly. Not forgetting extolling honesty I received from my folks and siblings.
Form today I have a limited time and bang, before I know it I will be in my thirties. But lofty is all I am exalting and a wise man once said, “… Wisdom will save you from the ways of wicked men, from men whose words are perverse. ...” he continued to say,”… The prospect of the righteous is joy, but the hopes of the wicked come to nothing…”
I woke up with these words in my mind {my life has been flourishing, I am thanking God and the positive people I have surrounding me at all times and I believe that life loves the liver of it}.
Life is not all flourishing at times Irvin that is what I am saying to myself right now. There have been people in my life who meant well, taught me valuable lessons, and others who have meant me ill and have given ample notification that my world is not meant to be all peaches and cream.
At one time, I was caught in a mist and my life was cloudy (it happens to everyone, some make it and the unfortunate sink deeper and deeper and before you know it there is no turning back), but Pheeha Moila became the rainbow in my cloudy life. Ever since that day, I never looked back. I made a commitment to myself, amongst those commitments I wanted to lead a healthy, fruitful, and successful life. I am glad to say I am slowly climbing the stairs of wisdom, courage, success and loving Pheeha is what I live for.
This is the day I was born and I am rejoicing and am glad in it. God is the only supreme and no one will tell me otherwise.
Form today I have a limited time and bang, before I know it I will be in my thirties. But lofty is all I am exalting and a wise man once said, “… Wisdom will save you from the ways of wicked men, from men whose words are perverse. ...” he continued to say,”… The prospect of the righteous is joy, but the hopes of the wicked come to nothing…”
I woke up with these words in my mind {my life has been flourishing, I am thanking God and the positive people I have surrounding me at all times and I believe that life loves the liver of it}.
Life is not all flourishing at times Irvin that is what I am saying to myself right now. There have been people in my life who meant well, taught me valuable lessons, and others who have meant me ill and have given ample notification that my world is not meant to be all peaches and cream.
At one time, I was caught in a mist and my life was cloudy (it happens to everyone, some make it and the unfortunate sink deeper and deeper and before you know it there is no turning back), but Pheeha Moila became the rainbow in my cloudy life. Ever since that day, I never looked back. I made a commitment to myself, amongst those commitments I wanted to lead a healthy, fruitful, and successful life. I am glad to say I am slowly climbing the stairs of wisdom, courage, success and loving Pheeha is what I live for.
This is the day I was born and I am rejoicing and am glad in it. God is the only supreme and no one will tell me otherwise.
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